decisions

"Oh God, if nothing hear me now, i know that fate is made"
-An Athlete's Prayer, an excerpt from a poem that inspired me once

I just wanted to keep everything normal. But I guess I have to ask some help from the net world to help me feel, if not better, neutral. What I learned is enough to help me stay awake despite this busy and stressful week. And oh, how i wish writing these things away could help