I am a leaf

Playing around with Corel. This was over two years ago. I didn't realize I drew myself back then.
HELLO to that leaf over there (at the right side).

feelin' blue

Tatay day

Not everyone gets to be a father to everyone or anybody. For those who are fathers, they are lucky. For those who have one, they are luckier. For those who can't choose their fathers but love their dads endlessly. And fathers who can't choose the sons/daughters they want but love theirs unconditionally, i wish you all happiness. And to my best buddy,best boi, best daddy in the whole world, a happy fathers to you. Wish i have roasted chicken and spicy noodles to pair with our bondings. I don't get to see you often, maybe twice or thrice a year. But we love you just the same.

i'm hungry

Seriously. It's 11:23 PM and I am fighting the urge to eat. Maybe it's because I don't get to eat much. But I fear getting fat. :( I looked in the mirror and gawked at the sight of my arms and belly getting bigger. Oh! Why did I even bother to look at my sister's birthday album? Oh! I'll feast on tomorrow. That is, if we have food. My mom can't do grocery because she's sick and I am the only one left to do the job, which means, I won't get to feast tomorrow. Oh well, another food rant.

tonight is a silent night

The house is pretty big for three. It's a silent one now: table's empty; television responsible for the noise;no footsteps; no one calling here and there. Quiet. No, silent. The scenario was: my mom tries to rest from headache while I eat dinner by myself, and watch TV programs by myself until my sister comes home. Then my sister and I would decide which room we'll sleep at for the night. It's just empty. Eating 3/4 cup of rice would take up an hour and I can't even finish. It's just like eating because you need to. I had to eat my meals alone the whole day. And it's not just about eating or having loner meals. I guess I just realized school is really over for me. I now have to face a chapter different from what I was used to. Like summer ends and a new season begins. And you're there, right at the start. I was talking to my sister and she said she gets me (note: gets and not understands). What's good with that is, I am not weird. I'm just there. At the starting point.